Accidents

Accidents happen they say. This may well be true, but sometimes you feel responsible. And you think it wasn't an accident. You know it wasn't an accident. Oooo spooky some people will say. But it just doesn't feel right if you know what I mean. You don't say anything about it. Hoping it will just go away. But it keeps knawing at your resolve until you crumble and blurt it out. And then the people will laugh at you and mock you. Then you feel embarassed. And you think about it. was it really an accident? Or was it something...else?